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Cliff R. — AA
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Cliff R. — AA

Indian Wells, CA — Desert AA Pow Wow — The 12 Traditions — 6/21/1997

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Cliff Roach — known on many tapes as Cliff R. from Oceanside, California — was one of those AA speakers whose voice seemed built for travel: Bakersfield, Redding, Fort Walton Beach, Portage, Nashville, Marietta, Indian Wells. The man did not merely have a story. He had mileage.

His Desert AA Pow Wow talk on the Twelve Traditions belongs to a particular and necessary corner of AA: the part that keeps the miracle from becoming a personality contest with coffee. The Steps may save the drunk. The Traditions keep the room from being strangled by the sober.

Cliff’s tape trail shows a speaker trusted not only with story, but with structure. That matters. A good drunkalogue can stir the blood, certainly, but the Traditions require something sterner: memory, humility, restraint, and enough experience to know what happens when alcoholics with opinions mistake themselves for architects.

Cliff Roach carried that message across decades and state lines. Oceanside to Indian Wells. California to Florida. Indiana, Tennessee, Georgia. Different rooms, same warning: AA survives because no one owns it, no one crowns themselves king of it, and no one gets to improve it into ruin.

A fine old lesson, darling.

Especially for alcoholics, who can turn even salvation into real estate if left unsupervised.

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